Figuring out the lessons

Illuminated by the changes in me you can't help,

 but draw near like a moth chasing a bulb.

Never seeing the shadows edging their way closer. 

Never seeing your own meld with them to snuff out my light or take it for your own.

I bet you haven't even cast a glance at what's causing the light. 

The wounds leaking that intense heat and glow. 

The brilliance comes from Love's wounds. 

The wounds are all different sizes made by many hands some deep others just scratches, but each bled first. 

You circle me like a beast and I'm your prey,

 never knowing that its my Love for you that causes me to only sway standing my ground. 

I stand firm knowing that nothing in this world can get to me.

Nothing, but this Love can Knock me down.

So I learned to build defenses against this Love this formidable force that has the means to cause me harm.

 I set up every alarm and yet you still slip thru getting the master passcodes from the Universe and a message telling me I misread the mission plans. 

Was this all for naught I muse to myself counting the cost and all the lost,

but then you grab my and and I begin to understand. 

It was for more than this moment in time this is a echo that we still have only begun to define. 

No time like the present I know you want to say, 

but more work needs to be done you both are standing in the way. 

Just take a deep breath as Divine Timing illuminates your way out of no way.