I quit

You don't want me. 

Every time you leave I die a little more. 

I finally realized I will never be enough.

You keep pushing me away.

I just wanted us to be happy.

All these games.

Why should I play games to get what has always been mine? 

Why should I give more energy to a void? 

You hurt me, you drain me you abandon me.

I want to give up so bad this hurts so much.

I keep holding on because one day you promised me that it would be us helping the world together forever. You promised movies in bed. You promised rain. You promised horses. You promised love.