What Do I Know ?

 You said," my heart was dark and so is my soul."

You said," I can't love you the right way."

You said, "she is my desire."

 You said," even if you are my hearts fire, because I don't want you to be all I need I have to flee. 

I didn't know how to let go at first.

 I closed my heart made it cold so all you did was just get  another story to be told."

 Unknowingly eroding the woman inside the kid. 

I made compromises and Lied till all I had left was pride. 

Finally I set that aside and prepared to let our love die.

I let it go. 

It seemed best for us both.

 I opened my heart from worry of hurting you. 

You proclaimed you was glad even offered a toast. 

For long enough I gave myself time. 

Finally, I allowed myself to love again only to see it still wasn't right and I was angered because it was the easy parts that came without a fight for you and I,

 They and I scrapped with no growth, my love ended and I had to heal. 

You offered to hold my hand thru my ordeal.

You helped and you didn't because once again my love you stirred then spurred with indifference. 

So now I heal from them and you and find in me my love rings true and  that love surpasses anything either of you could do.

I could be wrong and maybe love with one of you is my dream come true by I highly doubt it as I have done better by myself.

 I look around and see the difference and accept the proof of the Universe because actions speak louder than words

 or 

so I heard.