Thinking

 

Impatiently waiting;... 

and my mind is whirling so I'm having a problem concentrating since I'm contemplating the mess I'm entangled in wondering if it’s a specific sin that has me in the bind I’m in. 

Striving to gather my strength since I'm using most of it (not to think), not to pull and tear at the knot that's so convoluted it's like a ROCK. 

So as I’m stuck stagnant; 

it occurs to me, not for the first time but it's just too simple to go ahead and do. 

My head is just too thick to understand how anything can be easily solved

 (and I claim my momma didn't raise any fool). 

So I remain stuck in the muck in my head

 screaming FUCK 

as I can't help but think.