In my Feelings

 Sitting here trying not cry cuz it’s been coming this change

 I just wanted it so bad I didn’t stop to see neither of us was ready

 that this path wasn’t going to be steady.

Trying to prove I could be all in when I didn’t know when to give in and stop. 

Honestly falling in love is like getting popped in a drive by no time to prepare it’s dive or get got and I got snatched by you, yet not by you lol it’s like you dropped a net, but wasn’t expecting to catch anything. 

Now I gotta move on and heal and repeal that feeling so I don’t come back. Glad you put the stop sign up cuz I would have kept going. 

I’ve felt this hurt before but no more. I won’t wallow and shrink to fit the way you made me see myself. I won’t allow you to steal my spiritual wealth.