Conflicted

 You’re pushing and pulling. 

I’m barely floating damn near drowning deep inside. 

So many conflicting thoughts and feelings.  

Do you love me or was it just a game.

You put up so many roadblocks.

There are moments I know for sure that this is real and you feel the same.

Then you act this way and I get mad and act childish. 

I can’t seem to stop from coming back to you.

Forbidden fruit, taboo, mystery and pain

I can't see past the pain to understand what i will gain

You scare me because I see potential for great happiness and great heartbreak