You owe me

You owe me a few summers

 and some winter snow  

you owe me   kisses from head to toe

  you owe me a love I've never known  

give me your love all through the night

 give it to me soon because I'm aching boo all up in my head thinking of you

  Was it all for show  

Why use that silver tongue full of  lies to give me hope

Was it all gas baby? Tell me the truth please because I think you will bring out the best in me You won’t undermine, You’ll invest in me. 

From your words to your actions it’s about my satisfaction and I know  your love will be real

So was it all words? Or are you gonna back that shit up and become my Divine partner? I need someone who is a warrior, ya know? Not gonna shy from a fight, but when they fight they are always fighting for whats right. I thought you had become noble and now I'm wondering was you worth even the thought trouble maybe just maybe I should have stayed in my bubble. I wanted the promise of more I saw in your eyes the hunger I knew I could match if you would just give me the score.

After all this time I guess it was just in my mind. I wish I had stayed blind to who you had become, because thats where my hope was sprung you grew, you changed , you healed , you broke, you healed again. I was so proud of you your heart was wide, my heart yours to call to heel. Yet, you just poofed out of existence. I found you again and again met with resistence. A last try and you was dry; I accepted it must be the wrong guy or its just me. In my head I still hear you in my heart I still seek you and I wait...